Maybe i don’t really want to change.
They said to take small steps
but lately it feels I’ve been running from the pain.
One foot after another,
but in the same direction, doesn’t that spell ‘insane’?
But I’m just sayin.
I’m definitely no saint but God damnit I’ve been prayin.
Oh fuck it, that’s a lie.
You know i only start when I’m done complaining.
I know what is right,
so why do i keep doing what’s wrong?
I’m looking to shed some light,
is it really darkest before the dawn?
Lord would you show me the way?
Before I’m too far gone?
Jon Lau / 16 Dec 2022
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